Mrs. Andrea Nicole Manning-Fernandez. Iyan ang legal name ko. Andie para sa mga kaibigan, Nikki para sa mga kasama sa trabaho. 32 years old, married with a kid. And just like most marriages, may issue sa aming mag-asawa.
Nag-umpisa ito 3 years ago, when I first noticed na tumamlay ang sex life naming mag-asawa. Dati kasi, halos araw araw kami nagsisiping ng asawa kong si Kevin, pero that slowly changed.
It gotten to the point where we weren’t having sex anymore.
Noong una, inisip ko na dahil baka lagi siyang pagod sa trabaho. Mataas ang position niya sa isang multi-national company sa Makati, at madalas kahit sa bahay, trabaho pa rin ang nasa isip niya. Masipag at responsible na asawa at tatay si Kevin, kaya inisip ko na lang noon na it was too selfish and childish of me to think about sex lang.
Little did I know he was fucking some slut in his office, and that I was being cheated on.
Nadiskubre ko ito, pero hindi ko ipinaalam. Galit, inis, at pagkamuhi ang naramdaman ko sa asawa ko. Noong una, iyak lang ako ng iyak. Iyon lang naman magagawa ko. Umiyak at magkunwaring maayos lang ang lahat sa harap ng pamilya ko. Ilang buwan din akong ganoon lang, hanggang sa I decided na gaganti ako.
An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth. Anything he can do, I can do better.
It’s been almost 6 months since I found out about Kevin’s affair. Him cheating made me feel really unloved and ugly, so I’ve been working out removing all the negative vibes he caused the past few months.
Sinubukan ko lahat, mula sa usual na pagda-diet at gym, hanggang sa pag-gastos ng pera sa derma at clinics. Doon na lang at sa mga anak ko ako nag-focus, and it worked. February 2014 ako nagsimula sa gym, and by May I started feeling my confidence surging. Hindi lang ako nakaramdaman sa pagbabagong ito sa sarili ko, kahit mga kasama sa trabaho at kaibigan napansin din nila. Asawa ko na lang ang hindi nakapansin, and at that point wala na akong pakialam sa kanya.
I went from almost 160 lbs to 108 lbs in that span of time. Lumiit lahat sa akin excluding my height, which was still 5’1”. Now that the curves were in the right places, I started wearing clothes that were a bit more flattering and, more attention grabbing. The stares started coming out of nowhere because of that, which made my “ego-recovery mission” a success.
Nagsimula nang maging okay ang lahat sa akin except for the sex. At this point in time, halos hindi na kami magkita ng asawa ko sa bahay. Kung umuwi man ito, para maligo na lang at kumuha ng damit. Weekends na lang kami madalas magsama ni Kevin, at madalas tinutulugan lang ako nito.
The problem was, back then the attention I was getting from the boys started turning me on. Para akong gaga na nagugustuhan ang alam kong malalaswang naiisip nila habang tinitingnan ako. Couple that with the fact na matagal na rin akong walang sex and you know what you should expect; it sent my libido into overdrive.
Noong una, okay na ako sa mga daliri ko, and then that went to me using toys na to satisfy myself. Pero kulang pa rin talaga. Nothing beats the feeling of having a warm, hard, cock penetrating you.
Enter Justin into the picture.
Boss ko siya sa work. Mid 40s pero hindi halata, palibhasa alaga ang katawan sa gym. May asawa at anak, pero nasa US na. Naiwan sa Pilipinas dahil kailangan niyang i-manage ang assets nila dito sa atin.
The past few weeks, napapansin kong madalas na akong pinapansin nitong si Justin. Dumadalas ito sa desk ko, nagtatanong ng mga kung ano-ano lang, at magyaya kumain. Madalas ko ding makitang nakatitig ito sa akin, never mind the occasional “accidental” bump niya kapag nasa lift kami. I wasn’t really feeling good about all of this at first, but eventually nasanay at, admittedly, nag-enjoy na din ako.
Mid-June. Appraisal time.
Nag-improve man ang sales ko, pero hindi pa rin iyon sapat para mawala ako sa peligro. May restructuring na plano ang kumpanya namin, at isa sa basehan nila sa mga mare-redundant ay ang sales figures namin para sa second quarter ng taon. Nasa bottom tier pa rin ako sa team namin, kaya mainit pa rin ako sa mata ng upper management.
“Nikki, you’re next. Please see me at my office in 15 minutes.”
Justin’s baritone voice echoed throughout my head. Sa totoo lang, ninenerbiyos ako dahil sa hindi ko alam kung mawawalan ako ng trabaho ng araw na iyon. I needed the job, dahil kahit tuloy pa rin ang pagsuporta sa amin ni Kevin, may mga instances kung saan sumasablay na siya sa pagpo-provide. All I can think of at that time was how to keep my job for my daughter.
After 15 minutes, there I was standing in front of Justin.
“Sit down Nikki, this may take a while.” sabi nito sa akin, which made me more nervous.
Diniscuss niya ang sales figures ko muna for that month, and how it was compared to our targets. Pagkatapos sinabi kung ano ang mga targets for the next quarter, and how my sales would look like at the current rate. Anyone with a half a brain will know na hindi ako aabot kahit kalahati lang sa target. After half an hour, huminto siya para kumuha ng tubig.
Nag-umpisa na ako maluha dahil sa alam kong posible ako ang ma-fire. Inabutan niya ako ng tubig at pasimpleng humaplos sa may balikat ko.
“Nikki, don’t worry. There’s a sure fire way for you to meet, or even surpass your quota the next few months.” sabi niya sa akin.
“And how’s that, boss?”
“Do what your other colleagues do. Give your potential client a deal he can’t resist.”
Of course, alam ko na ang ibig niya sabihin. High value ang binebenta namin, and like most high-stake purchases minsan kailangan mong mag-convince with your body. It’s a common business practice, lalo na dito sa atin.
“Alam ko mahirap intindihin, but you know how this industry works. Special services aren’t really foreign to what we do.” sabi niya sa akin, this time his hands were on my knees, caressing them.
At that point, naisip ko na iyon na lang talaga ang paraan para ma-keep ko ang trabaho ko. Alam ko na kahit hindi sabihin ni Justin, siguradong matatanggal ako sa trabaho kung hindi pa rin mag-improve ang sales figures ko. Nanlalamig man ang katawan ko, pero sinubukan ko pa ring magtanong kay Justin.
“Will you give me another chance then, boss?” sabi ko sa kanya.
He smiled at me, tapos tumayo papunta sa may upuan Nina. He took out a file folder, tapos pinasa sa akin.
“This is more than a chance, Nikki. I really want you to stay with us, kaya I’m doing you this favour. Huwag ka na lang maingay sa labas.”
I started reading through the file, and found out it was the profile of a potential client. Sa halaga ng maibebenta ko sa client na ito, I can not only meet my sales quota for the quarter, I have enough to cover for my previous misses.
“I’ve known that guy for at least 2 months na. He goes to the same gym as we do, hindi mo lang napapansin. Now, as you can see, if you can make him take our offer, hindi lang sales mo for the next quarter ang na-solve mo, pati kulang mo the past few months sagot na rin.”
“Yes, I can see that Justin. Thanks for giving me the chance.”
He stood up from his desk tapos tumayo sa may likuran ko, both his hands massaging my shoulders.
“Make the sales first, then thank me later. It’s up to you how you want to make the sales, pero ang masasabi ko lang he’s one tough cookie. Pero madali lang iyan para sa iyo, if you put you’re mind into it.”
“I’ll try my best, Justin. Salamat pa rin sa opportunity.”
Tumigil ito sa pagmasahe sa akin, tapos pumunta sa may pinto ng office niya.
“No problem, Nikki. Basta, you know what to do. I gave this to you kasi he’s been eyeing you sa gym for a bit now. Kaya I know you can do this. Basta secret lang natin ito.”
He opened the door, signalling the end of our meeting. I went back to my desk with the files, took a deep breath, and started with my plan.
Ipinakilala ako ni Justin kay Eric the next day over lunch. Eric was an average yet friendly looking man in his mid-50s. He was tanned, had a shaved head, and a patchy beard that looked funny at some angles.
We had a nice lunch with Eric. Makuwento at palabiro din kasi ito, kaya madaling makasama. He was a widower with 2 kids, both of which are in the US for school. Mag-isa lang daw siya sa bahay nila, kaya he decided to join the gym na pinupuntahan namin ni Justin, para raw may magawa.
After lunch, we went to the office to do my presentation. Mukha naman siyang interesado sa presentation ko, kaya I started feeling good about my chances. Pagkatapos ng 30 minutes, sinabi niya sa akin na may naka-meeting siyang tatlo pang ibang salesmen, and he would need to compare features and cost. He told me he’ll give me a call after he’s made his decision.
I knew then na nag-aksaya na naman ako ng isang oras sa kakadaldal. I’ve heard that “I’ll call you back” one too many times. This time around, I was sure something was about to give. Justin wasn’t going to stand for more excuses, and I will need to look for a new job.
A full week has passed and not a word from Eric. Nawalan na ako ng pag-asa, kaya I decided na mag-resign na lang to save face. I was on my way to Justin’s office to pass my resignation nang biglang mag-ring ang phone ko.
“Nicole, it’s Eric. Free ka tonight for dinner? I need to talk to you about your presentation.”
I hurriedly tore my resignation letter and went back to my desk. I agreed with meeting Eric at a restaurant sa may Greenbelt area. After working on a few more details, we hung up. Tinawagan ko si Kevin para sabihing may business meeting ako that night, and that he needed to ask someone to look after the kids.
I will admit right here that night, I dressed as sexy as I can while still maintaining a professional look. I know men, straight men at least, can be charmed with the right outfit no matter how polite or professional they may seem. I was going to do everything I can to close this deal tonight.
I wore a knee length, spag-strapped black dress. Flattering sa akin ang suot ko kasi medyo body hugging ito, plus the collar was a bit loose kaya litaw ang cleavage ko. I wore a push-up bra to accentuate my breast even more, and some heels to make my backside complement my front. I hate wearing make-up but that night, I wore a bit more than usual. I was that desperate to close this deal.
I arrived at the restaurant in full control of myself, locked and loaded to run this meeting and close the deal. The waitress showed me to my client’s table where he got up and greeted me. I’ve noticed stares coming my way from all sides of that restaurant, which made me feel and shy, flattered, and turned on all at the same time. I knew Eric was also checking me out as I approached, and that he was trying his best to maintain his manners and not make it too obvious.
Eric ordered a bottle of wine as I browsed through the restaurant’s menu. We started off with wine, chatting away, trying to ignore that I was out there to sell him something. We finished off one bottle fairly quickly, and he ordered one more before I can even object. Wine made both of us chattier and less inhibited. I was quite tipsy when dinner arrived and we finally got to talk about business. I was mid-sales pitch when he said he was signing the deal with us at my price, without even blinking.
Nag-umpisang mag-calculate ng utak ko, and got so excited that I was finally getting close to closing this deal. He offered a toast, which I gladly accepted, and downed our full glasses.
“Nicole, kaunting problema lang. You didn’t have the lowest price, I will need additional value from you to help me justify the purchase. Kailangan ko ganahan para pumirma.”
Eric was still digging through his steak when he said that. Noong inisip ko lagay or padulas lang iyon para sa kanya, which nangyayari naman lagi sa profession namin. I finished my dinner and gave him a smile.
“Sure, Eric, just name it. I’ll see what I can do.”
He finished his wine and looked at me straight in the eye. “Okay, saan mo gusto pag-usapan? Sa hotel o sa condo ko?”
Napaisip ako bigla dahil sa sinabi niya. I started to realise what he meant by “additional value”. I just stood there surprised with what he said for what felt like a long time. Alam ko na nangyayari talaga ang ganito sa amin pero hindi ko lang agad na-process ang dapat gawin kung sa akin na nangyari. I needed the sale, yes, but can I do this?
“So, do we have a deal, Nicole?”
Hindi ako nakasagot sa tanong niya agad. I started feeling uneasy, which he sensed.
“Not forcing you Nicole. I can always gt the deal from someone else.”
“No, no. I’ll go with you, Eric. I need this deal.”
He gave me a smile and started finishing his dinner. We stood there silent, siya kumakain habang ako naman umiinom na lang ng wine. To be honest, I was afraid of what was going to happen but I really need this deal.
Kapit sa patalim, sabi nga nila.
Half past 10 nang dumating kami sa condo ni Eric. Pinapasok niya ako sa unit niya, ibinaba ang briefcase sa may sofa and started undoing his tie.
“By the way Nicole, you are one attractive woman. And I think you’re aware of that.”
Pinaupo niya ako sa may sofa, tapos nag-paalam na he was going to take a shower. After 15 minutes, he went out of the shower with nothing but a towel covering his body. He wasn’t bad for a 50 year old. Toned ang katawan niya, and I must admit this, partnered with the wine, started making me feel a bit excited.
Umupo siya malapit sa akin, lit a cigarette tapos nagplay ng music. Miles Runs the Voodoo Down ang pinatugtog niya, mula sa Miles Davis album na Bitches Brew. I felt he was starting to play mind games with me, playing a song off that album. It was like him saying I was about to be someone’s bitch tonight, this was turning me on din.
Pagkaubos ng sigarilyo niya, he shifted right next to me. I can see his cock poking through the towel he had on. He ran his hand behind my back, tapos hinila papalapit sa kanya. I knew at that point he was serious about what he wanted, so I started setting my mind in the mood na lang.
“How about you slip out of those clothes, Nicole?”
Itinayo ako ni Eric pagkatapos niyang sabihin iyon. A little reluctantl, I reached behind and lowered the zip of my dress. I slid the straps off my shoulders as he watched. I can see his smile beaming all across the room, as he lit another cigarette. I dropped my dress on the floor and stood in front of him just in my pink accented, lacy black half bra and matching pair of thongs.
I picked up my dress, placed it in the sofa, and started going back to where Eric was seated. Pinigilan ako ni Eric na bumalik sa upuan niya, pinatay na ang yosing hawak, and then said
“Nahihirapan na mga boobs mo Nicole, how about you let them out too?”
I was a bit slow to move because I knew that was about to cross the line of no return. Pag inalis ko bra ko, alam ko na we were moving to NC17 territory. Hindi papayag si Eric na walang mangyari sa amin that night. After a sigh, I reached out behind my back, undid the clasps of my bra, and let my boobs out for this strange man to see. Now, all of it’s 34D glory was exposed to this man.
“Do you like them?” I asked, trying to just say anything to break the silence.
“Yes Nicole, they look amazing. Now, the thong.”
I slid my thong down slowly and dropped them on the floor. I slowly stepped of them and made a step towards him. His dick was now so hard it was making a mini tent over his legs.
Eric stared at my naked body. Parang examiner na tinitingnan niya ang bawat parte ng katawan ko. I shave down there, and noticed na doon siya nagtagal sa focus.
He stood up a few moments later, and inched towards me. Binuhat niya ako papunta sa bedroom niya, and started kissing me.
“Fucking hell Nicole, you are so hot”.
Pababa na ang mga halik ni Eric. Wala siyang part na pinapalagpas. My body was starting to respond to his kisses, and I slowly felt my snatch welling up. Eric started sucking my nipples habang ang kamay niya was tracing itself along my abdomen, down to my pussy.
Lumalakas na ang moans ko at the point. In my head, I felt as if I was ready to explode any second. This man knew what he was doing.
Naramdaman kong umalis si Eric sa may boobs ko after a few seconds, at patuloy na bumababa papunta sa may gitna ng legs ko. Once he was there, he gave me a look, pagkatapos ibinuka ng kaunti ang mga legs ko.
“Ang ganda naman ng pussy mo, Nicole.”
He started running his tongue on my pussy, tracing it’s line, kissing it’s lips, walang pinaligtas kahit singit ko. He was starting to drive me crazy with what he was doing. Hindi ko alam kung dahil sa magaling lang talaga siya or dahil sa matagal akong tigang, pero at that point it felt like he was the best fuck I’ve ever had in years.
“My turn, Nicole. I need that service now.”
Humiga si Eric sa tabi ko, tapos tinulungan akong umupo. He gave me a smile, tapos took my hand and placed it on his rock-hard dick. It wasn’t exceptional, size-wise, but what it lacked there it made up with how hard it was. I shifted myself down to his crotch, then started putting his length (or lack thereof) in my mouth.
“Oh god, that’s great Nicole. Ang galing mo, shit.”
Ginalingan ko pa lalo ang ginagawa ko sa dick niya pagkarinig sa kanya. I felt his hand playing with my pussy while I suck on his dick, and our moans were not filling the room. Hindi nagtagal, Eric started fucking me with his fingers.
“Oh Eric. That feels so good, pero puwede kainin mo na lang muna ako?”
Eric positioned my pussy into his mouth after hearing that, then started eating the hell out of my dripping wet pussy. Ipinapasok pa niya minsan ang dila niya sa butas ko, and his warm mouth melted every single bit of resistance I felt kanina.
In short, bumigay na ako.
“Ohh, Eric, I’m cumming. Don’t stop.”
We stayed that way for a few more minutes until I came. I was shaking when that happened, and it felt like a few months worth of cum came out. Inialis ako ni Eric sa pagkakapatong sa kanya, then went over to give me a kiss.
“Ang sarap ng katas mo Nicole”
“Ang sarap mo rin kasing kumain.” hinihingal kong sagot.
Ginagantihan ko na ang panglalandi niya sa akin. I mean, if I was to convince him to sign the contract, might as well make sure na pipirma siya. He gave me a kiss again, na ginantihan ko na this time around. My tongue went and met his for a wrestling match.
I felt him pull himself up and position himself between my thighs. I knew what he was up to, kaya nagayos din ako ng posisyon para hindi na siya mahirapan. Hindi nga ako nagkamali dahil shortly after I did that, I felt the warm head of his dick sa entrance ng pussy ko.
He took his hand, and slowly guided his rigid dick into my mound. I felt him slide inside me, my sweat and pussy juices making his attack seamless. Nang makapasok na siya ng tuluyan, hinanap niya ang labi ko at inumpisahan uling halikan.
Eric ended the kiss and then slowly started fucking me. He reached for my tits, kneading them roughly as he picked up the pace of his assault. My body started reacting to him, aching to be fucked like I’ve never been fucked before.
“Ang sarap mo Nicole. I want to make you mine.”
Sinagot ko na lang ang sinabi niyang iyon ng mga ungol. Eric was pounding me now with more force that my tits bounced when he takes his hands off them. Everything he’s done to me all added up to an impending orgasm. God, it felt so good.
“Fuck Nicole. I can stay like this forever. Ang sarap mo”
“I’m cumming, Eric. Fuck me harder.”
I was flattered by everything Eric was saying, but I couldn’t last longer. If I had touched my clit right then, I would have climaxed. Luckily, si Eric, he sounded like he was about to cum na din.
“Oh god, yes! Yes, Eric. Ah”
“Tangina Nicole, ito na ako. Ah”
He slammed his cock into me, held it in place, and emptied his balls into my pussy. I felt his warm juices enter me, and when he pulled out umapaw pa nga ito dahil sa dami ng kanyan nilabas. Pareho kaming hingal na hingal dahil sa ginawa.
“Woah, Nicole. Ngayon lang ako ulit nilabasan ng ganoon karami.”
I smiled at him, tapos sinubukan kong tumayo. I, too, enjoyed him, sa totoo lang.
“So I guess we have a deal then, Eric?”
Kinuha niya ang kaha ng sigarilyo niya at naglabas ng dalawang stick. Ibinigay niya sa akin ang isa, tapos sabay kaming nagsindi. Hinila ako ni Eric patabi sa kanya, tapos niyakap ako habang kami ay nagyoyosi.
“I’ll drop by your office tomorrow morning. Ako na mismo ang pipirma.”
I was beaming with excitement dahil sa sinabi niya. I planted a kiss on his cheeks to thank him, a cheek kiss that ended up with us fucking ulit. He did me one more time bago niya ako pinayagang umuwi.
The next day, I was still sore kaya late na ako nakapasok ng trabaho. Justin came over to my desk and said Eric was there earlier, and that he’s already signed the contract. May iniabot din sa aking box ang boss ko, gift raw ni Eric sa akin. He left with a meaningful smile on his face, habang ako naman nagbubukas ng gift box.