Nympho Next Door (5) – END

ni Luntian

He told me he was leaving for Australia for 30 days. Ang sad, tangina bakit ganon.

Just a background on why I feel this way, maybe you’ll say, ‘Puta naman 30 days lang, ang clingy mo.’

So since January I’ve just seen 3 guys. And I only see one guy at a time. Ang hypocrite sounding ba? (Impossible ang landi mo kaya you’ll probably say) Pero kahit kasi ganito akong liberated, that I do sex with strangers.. that I write erotic literature..

First, there’s still this probinsyana in me, na hindi naman ako sobrang pakarat, medyo pakarat lang. Kaya nga ako nagtatago sa isang dummy account, kasi hindi ako openly malandi out there in the universe.

Second, it’s a mean to be safe, the less people you let inside you, the less chances you get at having a disease. (But not so less that you don’t enjoy life, okay? Masaya ka na sa not so less ko?)

Third, so to not spoil the probable budding relationship.. parang pagkain, huwag mong gamitan ng iba’t ibang kutsarang nasubo na para hindi mapanis agad.

I hook up to date, I date for exclusivity and then to marry. That’s how we do it in this generation. BUT from what I have learned no, from the moment it starts to actually ‘BUD’, one will ghost the other. Kasi ganyan ang tao ngayon, yung rationale na ‘Tangina I was just here for the sex, out for the nonsense useless relationship and shit’. So.. unless you know it is mutual, you don’t expose your feelings. Pero how will you know when dba? Eh you’re love making for fucks sake.

That’s the game, you’re playing.. but will you be winning?

First this year was a seaman, he just got back from Brazil, we spent a month together and then I found out he has a girlfriend in Zamboanga so I had to leave the place he got for us (which I believe he paid for 3 months consumption) and then eventually he had to leave for Africa.

Ang ayaw ko sa lahat yung nakisawsaw, because even with this hook up culture that’s going on right now, I’m still a lady who respects relationships. No matter how good the sex is, IF you’re seeing someone REGULARLY (More than twice and going or monthly, whatever your definition of regular is) other than me, just take me out of the picture, I don’t deserve it.

Okay, I’ve mentioned how I can be convenient, I can tailor fit my schedule, I don’t have hang ups, I respect your privacy. (I’d like to add na hindi ako clingy but.. okay erase that, kasi makwento ako eh, and god, who doesn’t like attention.) I have a car and I have a place, AND if it’s not available I might even offer to pay a room, or even better a guy could accompany me on trips, hindi nga lang paid leave to ha, pero bakasyon!

So.. if you’re not satisfied with that, maybe we’re not meant to venture into a sexual relationship. Dont get me wrong though, hindi naman sa love o jowaan agad as I’ve said in NDD1 BUT I’ve entered the late 20s already.. there has to be a journey of some sort with whatever I’m getting into, yung chance na may kapuntahan, yung may thrill of ‘what happens next’, hindi yung isa kang side chic, extra, reserve.. ano, gulong lang?? I’m done with one night stands, I’m done with insensible, unfaithful guys, I’m done with boys, sex always come easy but I’m not out here for it alone anymore.

Another is a SAF officer, in Nuvali for studies, I literally lived there for 2 weeks until he had to go back to Cagayan De Oro where he is based. Eh yung mag asawa ngang magkasama na sa iisang bahay nakakapagkantutan pa sa iba, ano pa yung ang layo dba.

And saklap no, lahat sila umaalis at iniiwan ako. 🙁 Ang gusto ko lang naman gabi gabing sex with someone emotionally and physically available and able! Mahirap ba yon!!

So when I got the news that he is to leave I was skeptical, is he telling me this because he’s bailing out on me or what, kasi no we’ve just seen each other twice, and in the next 30 days or so a follow up would be impossible, maiisip mo, after 30 days meron pa bang excitement diyan? Pagbalik niya gusto ka pa ba niyang makita? Or pagbalik niya maaalala ka pa ba niya? Hindi naman sa nagmamadali, pero igets niyo na lang yung sinasabi ko. Hahahaha Ang Pasig, I mean, sa Pilipinas nga napakaraming babae, tapos Australia pa, edi ano, wala na, di ka na kilala non pagbalik nini.

He is polite, I think he’s the guy who’d rather not say no but could really mean no. That’s something that one must fear, because if a bachelor is like that he’d be available for everyone else, though including you.. BUT/AND/WITH “EVERYONE ELSE”.

I asked if we could meet the next weekend after our little afternoon delight. And guess what? We’re having NDD (5) so yes! We did met up before he left. *little happy dance*

It was a 2-day weekend that I freed for him, I even manipulated my brother who’s on vacation at my place to leave and go on a trip with his friends. I have a way with people and making them do what I want. Hahahaha

I planned my weekend around just lounging, sleeping, Netflix, and of course SEX!

I was in a large purple college shirt, and zebra printed shorts as I was binge watching Riverdale. He came knocking at my door around 5 in the afternoon, he was wearing a light green polo shirt paired with light pink pants.

We went on my bed, and this time I don’t have wardrobe issues as I was just in a shirt and shorts, HAH finally sex na agad! He was swift removing my shirt and his, I was on my back when he tried to pull me up to kiss. He was kneeling and I was guided to sit on him, which I couldn’t get quite right because.. I don’t know.. I have short legs? Or that I don’t want to put my weight on him to sit as he was kneeling on the bed. (I’ve seen this not executed thrice and I haven’t discussed with him, I’ll try to remember to ask next time!) So.. I just went back to laying on my back. He pulled down my bottoms and positioned himself between my legs.

This is the third week after I first met up with him and my usually bald vagina is now with a little hair, but it does taste its best around this time. I’ve been in bed with women too, and I prefer vaginas bald, so as much as possible I maintain it that way. When I do it, I have this sort of ritual of just going around it first before focusing on that supple, growing, throbbing clit and it would roughly be longer than the pelvic humping.. when lesbians or bisexuals do it, it almost always takes the same pleasant course (with one person) because we take our time, and we know our way around it, that’s something about women, consistency. But when men do it, every cunnilingus experience is different, it all depends on how much they wanna be inside you, so.. the more he’s excited the less oral you’ll get. *This is based on my personal experience, we can agree to disagree.*

He opened, no, stretched my pussy lips and exposed the clit, then sucked and bit it lightly, then poked the vaginal opening with a finger, the finger going around on the inside.

(One tip : do not try to finger fuck-pushing in and out, while giving head) Just press around on the inside or just around the opening and below the clit, it makes so much more difference. (If this doesn’t work for your girl don’t tell her you read it here. Hahahaha. Just ask her what she likes!)

I started feeling hornier.. parang akong kinagat ng lamok tapos gusto kong kamutin! Kamutin hanggang humapdi, kamutin mo pa! I pushed his head towards me as I lightly tilt my hip up, I was trying to hold my orgasm but that thought made me even nearer to climax, in no time my legs were shaking, and those leg spasms lead him to go up to my face so I could lick off all that pussy juice on his chin, in and around the mouth! As I do all that he lodged his rock hard cock inside me.

I had to hold my legs down as the shaking won’t stop.. but my hands are doing it too so I just settled with putting my legs and arms around him as he thrusts with rage, nauuntog pa ko sa dingding sa pagbayo! He slipped his hands under my head, and then intensely pulled my hair, he’d also lick around my face which didn’t shock me anymore this time.

As my orgasm stops I pushed him to the side so I could go on top. I didn’t need to give out much force as he let me.

Once he was on his back, I took his cock, and sucked it. As much as possible I try not to use hands when giving head, but since he is lengthy I need help! Once I’ve licked out all that pussy juice from his cock, I sat on him and began straddling while he rubs my clit.

He pulled me to kiss, this is what you gotta love about the basic missionary position, with the man/woman on top, it allows a lot of intimacy. And the hugging and caressing opens dimensions of pleasure. The full body contact also stimulate the body’s largest sexual organ-the skin. I’d stop thrusting every time I orgasm and would pull up a little because I’m worried it would strengthen and lead to hurting him with my vaginal uncontrolled presses.

As I’ve been draining with power, we reversed positions again. I just told myself, ‘Okay kanya na nga to’. He was on top of me, our foreheads pressed together, we’re doing bites and small beak kisses, nakakapagod magmarathon ha! And as the thrusting intensifies, nararamdaman kong lalabasan na rin ako, TAPOS PUTANGINA HINUGOT.

HINUGOT

HI-NU-GOT!!!!!

Ayy Sus!!!! Ano, puta, ano yaaaaaan!!!

Punyeta where’s the trust..

Tangina naman. Ano ba!!

He later told me that the change in attitude was because of this girl he was hooking up with in the recent time just told him she could be pregnant. Man, he was still in touch with someone he hooked up with, does she fall under ‘regular’? Because if yes, that’s a red flag. Though he did tell me he was lukewarm with the girl, pero I’ll think about that later.

So to that girl, PUTANGINA MO, YOU OWE ME.

Una sa lahat, pwede ba kasi kayong mga babae bago kayo makipagsibakan PWEDE BA, PLEASE LANG, mag isip muna kayo, alamin niyo kasi katawan niyo, tangina pabira ka ng pabira tapos ako mapepeste!

Pangalawa, tangina kung hindi ka sigurado kung SAFE ka mag condom KAYO o kaya better yet PUTANGINA HUWAG KANG PAPOKPOK NA PAKANGKANG.

Pangatlo, PUTANGINA MO ULIT, YOU OWE ME.

Anywaaay, we did it a couple more times and he did redeem himself, sooo.. okay, sige bawi naman, pero tangina hindi ko na isusulat yon dahil putangina ni girl!!! Kagigil ka nini!

This is the first time he saw my place, I toured him into my little abode.. and when he saw my bike he told me that he will bring his and then we would bike together. Ariel, isa kang PAASA. Also, this is around the time when I wrote NDD1, which I bragged about as it was getting hits, and then he wittingly states, “We should do it more so that you have content.” PA-A-SA. Syempre kinilig naman ako! Sinundan pa ng “God I’m gonna miss you.”

Teresa.. TERESA! Makinig ka saken, makinig ka! HUWAG KANG ASADO. Gising!

I offered to send him home, he refused several times..

I felt deceived when he pulled out, and I don’t want to feel cheap as I will be left in my condo after a 3 to 4-hour sex session.. ano kuya, puta ba? Just leave the money at the table ganon? Ha???

And that feeling will be what I’ll be left with in the next 30 days, or forever if he doesn’t come through when he goes back. That’s why I insisted on driving him home. By the time he has to go down the car, I’m not sure if he did tell me again that he is gonna miss me or if I did tell him that I will (Dami ko naaalala pero this one is a blur because I just dont want to separate ways pa), but he did told me that he will get me pasalubong.. Ariel, all I want is you to go back to me and a Koala.

Sisingilin ko ba in 30 days?

Nympho Next Door (4)

ni Luntian

You know when after a sex eb, one just vanishes?

Yung tatanungin mo sa sarili mo.. puta, akala ko we had a great time. Akala ko we had a connection, akala ko everything went well, akala ko interested kami sa isat isa talaga. Pero matatanga ka kasi ni ha ni ho wala after ng thank you and goodnight? That was my game in the previous years kaya I know when it’s happening with me. Ive been once called a bubble, dahil bigla bigla na lang raw nawawala (thats another beauty of using a dummy account, you deactivate it then poof! Its like you never existed!), by someone who really liked me but I didnt feel the compatibility that he asserts. After a meeting I would always think about Whats gonna be next? Or Should there be a next? Im a thinker, a little over, but I believe I could mask it almost perfectly that it would look like I dont even care. Im a paradox.

I was enervated from the last past 5 days including the Sunday that we first met that I got sick the following Wednesday. I was home alone and thinking to myself, Uhh, ano? walang paramdam? If he isnt onto chatting, maybe if I call him, if he heard my voice.. it could amount to something Eh kaso may ubot sipon, boses bakla ako sa phone! Pero sige try.. wala naman mawawala sayo, di ka naman niya pa kilala talaga, at walang mangyayari lalo kung hindi mo susubukan. Eh offline nini!! Okay try getting the phone number, eh meron! Nakalink ang phone number sa messenger!

I dont really like phone calls, even at work, if I could settle things with texts, I do. Boses 7 years old kasi ako kapag walang karamdaman.

Eh nagring!

Eh tapos sinagot!

Hey kya. ehe NOOO, di naman ako ganon kapabebe.. Hiiii! Taas ng pitch te? ang lande?

Ako : Hello? You know whos this?
Ariel : Uh uh (he was stuttering a little) uh, yea I sorta figured out.
Ako : How are you? Im just at home, may sakit kasi ako, so for the dormancy that I have I was to call you sa messenger kaya lang baka the signal in Batangas is not good. (O putangina anong ineexplain mo!!)

I could sense from the other line that hes not actually available to talk, it seems like hes walking around and/or stacking papers.

Ako : Is it not a good time to talk? Busy ka?
Ariel : No no, actually Im just on my break, but very short lang, like 15minutes.

Okaaay.. He answered a strangers call on a 15minute break. Sige tama na nga, nakakaabala pa ako.

Come friday morning he sent a message.

How are you feeling?

Im better today, nakapahinga ako hanggang kahapon pero huhu sinisipon pa ako.

Im going back to Pasig today. Lets have lunch sa bahay ko? Ill pick you up in a truck.

O ano, mag aaya naman pala ulit, atat ka lang te.

Tanginaaa, pangarap ko kasi magkaroon ng pick up! Ive told him my truck story of how I was to get one but got a sedan instead. Ang angas kasi ng truck, its so masculine and capable! (Youll love to ride!) So my eyes turned into hearts the moment I read it!

He was in a blue and white horizontally striped polo shirt, khaki pants and white laced up shoes. Im a sucker for people who wear white shoes, because its bold and prominent. I myself love my whites, when its sneaky clean it says a lot about how well kept you are as a person, crisp at ang lakas makamayaman! If its a little ragged (but not dirty to the top), its dependable and its so good it has taken you to good places! Also he was wearing shades, he was walking towards me para bumeso, very in charge! Parang siyang si Pepito don sa pinanunuod ni Maricel Soriano na telenovela sa movie na Kung Ayaw Mo, Huwag Mo! Yun! Very composed!

Then he opened the car door for me to ride, then went on the other side. This is not the first time na makasakay ako ng pick up pero Im just really elated every time. Kaya lang I was trying to keep calm kasi mukha siyang pagod, init at inip dahil raw sa traffic.

When he invited me for lunch, I knew were gonna have sex, malamang naman nini, pero tanghali.. ang liwanag! I dont do it in broad daylight.. Or if I do, the room should be dark, but I havent assessed his room and its lighting, and theres no way Im asking. Im sort of a strictly lights-off woman. But given the situation, I had to compromise.

Without lights, theres sensory deprivation, cutting off one sense can help enhance the others, so when you make it impossible to see anything, you boost your remaining senses. Im a very sensual person, I like feeling every sensation during sex, things can feel so much more stimulating in the dark! Plus, it’s great if you haven’t quite conquered body concerns. Im not totally comfortable with how my body looks during sex, its like there’s a spotlight highlighting my flaws with lights. Being so preoccupied with the negative makes it almost impossible to enjoy the positive, namely the mind-bending orgasms. But this guy is very body positive, Ive mentioned before how I was caught off guard of his compliment (with regards to my body) so Im pretty sure well be just fine and Ill overcome (which I did) any shame or inhibitions I might feel.

After lunch we went up to his room, ang liwanag nga.. ang laki ng bintana tapos nakablinds!

I was in a black keyhole crop trop, high waisted maong pants paired with grey rubber shoes. We took of our shoes and then went to bed, nagyosi muna kami then I had to warn him about how I could be flu contagious. He then kid about std, eh sorry kuya pero huli ka na, kung meron nahawa ka na, lokong to!

Okay, eto na.. game na. Edi naglalaplapan na kami sa kama, kaso eto nanaman tayo sa wardrobe ko, malaki ang balakang ko so my pants usually are tailored to fit, even if its just maong I have to calmly take it off, tapos choker type yung top ko na may zipper sa likod, so sa hubaran hindi ko kaya ng mabilisan magisa, kung siya naman mag aalis may onting painstructions si tita. Punyeta, maling mali.

We stood beside the bed to undress. Then we kissed standing, Im starting to be very concious about how I look, and the room being bright makes my eyes and head wander, Im quite an observer tapos tangina minsan kasi ang attention span ko pang 1year old, I get easily distracted by visual stimulus. Haaaayayayay! Pumayag ka pa kasi ng lunch time!

Anywaaaay okay, focus ni!! After almost a minute of lip locking we separated to gasp air. or so I thought, as he pushed me to the bed, it felt like I was thrown, landing on my back, my reflexes were actuated, I was surprised, startled! (Tangina, gusto ko mapanuod ng slow mo yung nangyari, bakit nanunulak!!)

In NDD (2) I mentioned how I felt like he was a lion in bed, now I see it. There’s nothing that rouses a sense of awe quite like the proud stance and flowing mane (he has medium hair length for a man) of a lion! I lay in his bed like meat awaiting to be devoured, Im with the presence of the King of the Beasts!

He went on top of me rubbing his cock against my soaking wet pussy, he slides his member inside me with the pelvis slightly tilted that the head of the penis is running itself to the sides of my insides. I was embracing his buttocks with my legs as he thrusts, my hands having free access of his back. His face radiating of lust, his eyes fired up with the love making, hed lick me in the face and kiss alternately. Okaay, remember I mentioned sinisipon ako? He had one swift lick that came across the holes of my nose, tanginaaaaa.. huwaaaaaag. Im losing my focus on the sex because I was thinking of my runny nose. But to my sight it didnt bother him at all, or could be it wasnt running at the time, which I hope kasi tanginaaaa ang alat non. Hahahahahahahaha

We just had one cigarette and a little cuddly time and then precede to round 2, tangina, power! I went on top of him this time as I dont wanna be labelled as lazy, and besides I havent tried being on top with lights, so I insisted, I had to try. This position is in my top 3 best of all time. The bottom of his penis perfectly aligns with my clitoris, our bodies are bound up, they are sensitive and interrelated, and every movement revoices in my body. I tried tilting my pelvis the way he did it, it accentuates the angle of entry, increases the friction and thereby pleasure. He wrapped his arms around me allowing us to meld together. He was doing hair pulls and guiding my thrusts thru his arms across my shoulder. Hes a man of jurisdiction, even when on his back hes a key roleplayer. Little did I know that because Im being more active and that Im head down, all the more that my nose would be runny, so putangina! I was hesitant on kissing dahil tumutulo yung sipon ko! As we were kissing Id catch him watching me as I gasp for air, and I wouldnt want to give him that vision. So I had to pick up the pace once I felt that I was cumming!

Tapos nung yari na, eto nanaman, nag aaya nanaman mag shower! Hindi talaga ako dugyot promise, pero kasi, tapos naman na, uwian na, ayaw ko na makishower kasi the bathroom wasnt inside his room, the more floor area I cover the more exposed that I feel. And! My hair, you know it already! (NDD 3)

It was a quick afternoon sex, we wrapped it up with this scene.. he was naked laying diagonally on the bed, his head rested on my leg, I was covered in his flat sheet and comforter, we were smoking a cig or two just by his window, now blinds opened, cliche if Id mention there were birds chirping as the wind blows to the south.

Nympho Next Door (3)

ni Luntian

Ariel : Have anyone told you that you have a beautiful body?

Tangina caught off guard ako sa compliment.

Ako : Uh, sabi nila chubby ako eh, uh..

Ano, puta? Utal ka Ni?

I’d usually brush off compliments kasi alam ko.. puta.. binibilog lang nila yung ulo ko para makaisa o makaulit. Pero ehehe, ikaw nemen, maliit na bagay. Ehe.

But seriously, im a lady in my mid twenties and my metabolism isn’t really doing a lot for me, I gained a few pounds over the years after getting off of sports and of work bundled with a crazy schedule, I must admit, it was hard to see myself as attractive, I developed this insecurity over the years from hints of fat shaming from friends and family. He made a commentary about an ex and her physical attributes, idk if I’ll feel good about myself pero bat parang nainis ako, nagselos ata ako. Luh, jowa ka te? Poker face ka lang, hindi ka affected, sex muna Nini.

Nakahiga kami nasa kanan siya, nakaharap sakin, at ang likot ng kanang kamay..

Ako : Luh, walang downtime?

Ariel : No, no, sige kwentuhan lang tayo, I’m just playing with you.

His right wrist resting on my pubis, index finger and ring finger opening the pussy cheeks to lightly expose the inner vulva, and his middle finger circling the clit and the hood boarders, his touch is rigid but not frisky. He’s finding his way to the vaginal opening.. to finger fuck maybe.. “No, no. I like what youre doing. Just continue.” I had to assert, he complied, we were kissing even mid chat, for some reason we just won’t stop kissing, it’s starting to feel so personal, almost romantic.

Sige na nga! Okay na sakin kahit na nag withdraw ka kanina, pero magdeposit ka na ngayon!

I went on top of him, slid his cock into my pussy, he was in me with one swift hip thrust, no hands. First was missionary then I pulled up to sit, I could trace his cock standing proud inside of me paghipo ko sa puson ko, our intimates are throbbing as one.

Kaya lang the way I see it, hindi siya gano nageenjoy ng nakahiga lang. I can hear his testosterones shouting, ‘I can give you better pleasure, I can give you a better orgasm.’

Over time I’ve mastered my body, I know very well my hit spots and the best angles to reach it. It was polite of him to let me enjoy myself, but I’d rather have mutual pleasure.

Ariel is a dominant man but he has the right amount of gentleman and thug, I had to lay low, I’m used to being in charge, because my priority is my pleasure. I was ready to be taken whatever way he wants, again. He now has the upper hand but it has to be my rules, no pulling out! After one, two orgasms, I layed down waiting to be ravished, I almost begged to be drilled, what’s taking him so long?

To missionary position, he aimed at my pussy, guiding his cock with his thumb, nung nakapasok na siya, dinapaan niya na ako, he placed his thumb near my mouth impelling me to suck it as it scraped my buttered mussel tasting cum from his cock, to which I complied without thinking. The thrill of having control taken away, combined with a sexy mutual exploration of my own curves, he got me purring in no time!

Nang matapos na kami inaya niya ako magshower, or mag jacuzzi kasi para naman raw masulit yung ibabayad namin sa three hours.. I don’t wanna come out na dugyot dahil ayaw kong mag shower o mag jacuzzi pero kasi tangina, hindi ko alam kung magkakaoras pa ba ako mag blower ng buhok o kung may blower ba sila. Eh ang sagwa ng itsura ng buhok ko para sakin kapag hindi nakaayos. Pano kasi shoulder length so kapag tumama sa balikat ng hindi pa tuyo, nakatikwas! Dyahe, bawas ganda points!! Pero sige na nga.. tangina sarap nga naman magjacuzzi, tsaka pauwi naman na kami..

We tried doing it in the tub kaya lang baka masaktan lang kami so we settled with kwentuhan na lang. We’re neck deep sa magkabilang dulo ng tub, our bodies tangled under the water, with light presses over the calves and legs, conversing over a stick of cigarette. Good life, sarap!

I can’t believe I could cross someone I could click with naturally on Tinder, as I mentioned in (part) 1, parang kaming matagal ng magkakilala, it feels like we’ve been best friends my whole life, I’m so comfortable with him, we are complete strangers, with this important kind of emotional connection, having familiar souls, almost like home. It’s scary.

On our way to his place, middle of a funny exchange, he asked, “Single ka naman no?” and I was lost in my thoughts for a second. Why did he had to ask? Is he in a relationship? Is this a STOP sign waiting to be slapped in my face? I was to say ‘Oo naman, tangina malandi lang ako pero hindi ako manloloko, wala ako dito kung may boyfriend ako.’ But I answered, “Oo, single, no kids.” and I didn’t asked kung siya ba ay single, kasi tangina malulungkot ako kapag sinabi niyang siya hindi!!! Waaaaah Teresa ano ba!!!!

Inihatid ko siya sa village niya, I was to kid ‘ahaha this place is huge.’ Kaya lang I was occupied with his gaze, as he tells me how much of a great time he had. How does he say all the right things at the right time! I couldn’t say goodbye, I’d like to ask for a little more time, I was so afraid for this to end here, because statistically speaking only 7% of first dates are followed by another. But I was assured with a deep kiss that this isn’t gonna be the last time we see each other.

Nympho Next Door (2)

ni Luntian

There were subtle lip kisses with a mix of raging bites, I lightly pushed him to the side as it is common courtesy to get down on the guy after an aussie kiss. I’m confident with my lip skills, I learned a few tricks from a gay friend who lived with me for 6 months.

From licking the neck, tongue playing the nipples, down to the tip of the dick head. I flicked it with my tongue then took the whole piece inside my mouth. I tried to keep it as far as I can, pero yung uvula ko nagagalit, nagagambala raw siya. I cupped his cock with my mouth, took in half of it while I licked the bellend up and down then pressing the urethra by a second or two each time my tongue crosses it. Pushed it to the side of my cheek so I could tongue play the bottom half, I can feel the throbbing of his veins thru my buccal mucosa. Now that the cock is warmed up, I stroked it with my hand, licked the length of it from the bottom to the tip, then went down to the balls.

I’m challenged because with experience, he’s supposed to have nutted with what I’m doing or the precum should be flowing tastily half time, pero tangina mangangawit na yung panga ko hindi ko pa nararamdaman yung heat nung titi niya, what? Is he not enjoying this? He doesn’t like it? Each person is different, pleasure varies, but I need to figure out his ASAP!

He could have noticed that I’m starting to lose in my lip game so he held my head when I took in his cock again, he guided my head forward and backward with hip thrusts. The problem with this is that, yung uvula ko nga nagmumura, ayaw natatapik, my throat contracts everytime which makes me tear a little. So before this starts to become a dramatic scene, tama na.

Bumalik ako sa pagkakahiga then he went on top of me, he slid in his cock inside me. Tuwid yung titi niya, and he has length, I was reached in places I havent been reached before, parang papasok na ng cervix yung ulo , I have sensitive vaginal walls sometimes I fell like if I close my eyes I can see what’s going on inside me, my vagina was hugging him, and she doesn’t wanna let go ever!

He treats my nipples like cherry to be removed from cherry stems, pulled and bitten. He uses his point finger and thumb to pinch and pull.. masakit pero masarap, but I had to pull away a few times as I can’t bear it. He’s lightly beastial in bed, he has tight grips, varied hard thrusts and intense grinds, the very definition of Tarzan.

I raised my legs to the level of his waist, hugged his thrusting hips.. a few more thrusts and I came, pinahinto ko siya, pushed him thru his chest. I have strong vaginal muscles, I do kegel exercises religiously, and the contraction happening down there is beyond my grip, I was feeling that the cumming is intense, he’d be pushed out if he stops or locked in if he continues to pump, and no one likes a lock down there!

Nung natapos na ako, he stroked my hair, ‘Good girl, good girl’, I was watching his lips when he said it, and we kissed.

A number of strong independent women would not admit it, but all we want is a man who can handle us. But really, women are born submissives, not that we’re to give up all our hard-earned rights but concensual submission to a man, especially during intercourse is heart-filling and satisfactory as a person of Eve!

*haah* Buntong hininga ko, I bit my lips and twitched my head to the rght. Tangina ang sarap.

Once it stopped raining, tumango ako, that’s an ‘okay resume’.

We’re back to kissing.. soft sucks of the top of the lips, the bottom of the lips, increasing intensity, a little tongue chase then he licked my face. LITERAL, DINILAAN NIYA ANG MUKHA KO. I know I’m cute, and I have thick cheeks, but people just pinch it, not lick it! He licked starting from the jaw up to near the eyebrow. Parang siyang leon! Marking his territory! RAAAAWR!

Parang akong kahon ng posporo, tapos kiniskis ng ulo ng posporo yung gilid ng kahon, at ngayon nagiinit.. hindi! Nagaapoy! Nagaapoy ang katawan ko, parang akong nilalagnat sa init, parang akong napaliligiran ng naglalagablab na apoy!

For a second I felt like a woman grabbed by the hair to get inside a cave to be beaten with sex by this barbarian, and the fire im feeling? that’s the bonfire he made so we don’t get cold.

He pinned me to the bed, he held my wrists and moved circles with his hips. Then moved his left arm to lift my right leg, now with one leg raised, one wrist pinned, mas nakapisil yung labi ng puke ko sa puno nung titi niya, this position is rubbing my clit a little better because of the pussy lips’ position. I’m having micro orgasms as my pussy is raked by his cock.

As he’s nearing orgasm, he raised my other leg, now my legs resting on his shoulders, my butt slightly lifted as in plow position. Then he came, but pulled out, his cum showered at my chest and belly and a little cum landed on my cheeks.

Okay, here’s an issue.

I DON’T LIKE BEING PULLED OUT UPON.

After big orgasms, I have micro ones, and these builds up until the guy comes and his cock spits out his cum inside me, yung pitik at pag lawa ng mainit na tamod sa loob ko, that brings all my micro orgasms together and that tells me, that the sex is done.

I had to protest! ‘Why did you pull out?’

Pero teka, hindi nga naman kasi niya ako kilala, hindi rin naman kasi namin napag usapan.

Ako : I’m safe, I just finished my period May 4. I’m safe for the next 11 days.

Ariel : Okay okay, next round.

He said it with a cute smile and innocent sorry face. Huhuhu ang cute mo naman Ariel!

The spirit and beauty of sex is its raw unadulterated state. Yung pagka brute at pag kinasauna ng pagtatalik, that’s its truest sense. I don’t do condoms, I don’t do withdrawal, I don’t do pills or any contraception, but I know my body.

We had another cigarette after the sex. You know like in the movies, we were laying in bed, covered in motel white sheets, cuddling a little while chatting.. this is the life!

Then from hugs, he’s again touching my body teasingly,

Me : Luh, walang downtime?

Ariel : No, no, sige kwentuhan lang tayo, I’m just playing with you.

Nympho Next Door (1)

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I’ve had this dummy facebook account for a year now. I use it for anonymity as a writer, as a person committed to the value of sex, as a nymphomaniac. I use it to prey on guys I can use for sex, I can call when I need a fuck. But the truth is, all I ever wanted is not to sleep alone at night, all I ever needed was to be with someone I can connect with. Living alone in Manila has its perks, youre your own bachelor, you go do whatever you want, whenever you want!

But it gets lonely. You arrive home lucky from traffic at 8, if hapless at midnight, you’ve had an exhausting day, you open your door, it’s a dark and empty room. You’ve had so much from the day and you just wanna have someone to talk about it, to agree with how crazy people are! How millennials are so entitled! How you cannot joke around about a ngongo or an unano because one twat that isn’t ngongo or unano will get offended! Someone to greet you, to kiss, to hug, to exist in your 50sqm empty room.. but it’s all air and boxes, papers and drawers.

Tapos kumulo yung tyan mo, gutom ka pero ayaw mo magluto para sa isang tao, because it is gonna get so fucking messy sa maliit mong kusina and it is just too much to do, too much to clean for a meal for 1. So you decide to grab 1 chilimansi pancit canton to eat. 1 PANCIT CANTON EATEN BY 1 PERSON, tangina, ang lungkot non. Yung sarap ng pancit canton nasa pagaagawan don sa mas seasoned na parte ng pancit, tapos ikaw kakainin mo pati yung hindi naseason na part, tangina.

Other than living alone, I also travel a lot. My Instagram is just like a collection of the Philippine’s best places to go to (not to brag), but the downside is having no one to share how beautiful these places are, how authentic the dishes tastes, other than what I can put up on social media there’s no one right in front of me I can share this experience with. Well ya, you can always hit up anybody nearby by posting a status on facebook that youre a free fuck, but it’s so goddamn empty.

So this year, I made it my new year’s resolution to open my legs only to guy(s) *grins* I can connect with. Someone of substance not just the guy I use for his dick, someone I can agree to disagree with, someone without prejudice. Pretty impossible in this time of age right?

OR IS IT?

But don’t get me wrong, I’m not outright looking for love. I’m not one to commit my life to someone, as I’m committed to a 150 more people in my business. I’m up for the experience, I’m up for the company. Selfish? You could say that. But it could be pretty convenient with a guy with a lot of time in his hand. Right? And hell we just ride the journey, and who knows where it will take us.

So I post statuses on facebook, It was like an open invitation to either get screwed or screwed over. It goes like this

“Anyone in (city)? Sex (free)? Inbox me your photo and asl” from there I get potential partner(s).

Pero puta dudumugin ka ng kargador, construction worker at bangkero. Aawayin ka pa, sasabihing bakla ka may std, aida, hiv, amoy patis ang kiki, poser at ultimately mamatay ka nang paasa ka!

Luhh, grabe sila. Ang akala nila ang kipay ko open parking kahit sino pwedeng pumarada, tapos darating silang parang rumaragasang titi makaaksidente pa kayo mga kuya! Sabagay, ako rin naman kasi tong di nagiisip ng mabuti sa totoo lang eh. So.. peace tayo mga Kya!!

Until one day, this one friend told me, “Alam mo since nagrerequire ka ng face photo, bakit hindi ka na lang mag dummy account sa tinder, uso na yon ngayon, just indicate na youre down to fuck. tapos maging specific ka sa kung anong gusto mo, para yun ang makamatch mo.”

Eh madali ako kausap, kasi oo nga naman, kesa nagsstatus ako sa facebook bilang isang libreng puta, dito na lang nga sa tinder, atleast yung makakamatch ko, alam kong gusto ko na, nakita ko na itsura ng mukha eh. Hindi naman ako sobrang ganda, sobrang puti, sobrang sexy o sobrang tangos ng ilong. Pero cute ako, sabi nila mahinhin raw ako tignan sa personal pero nakakaintimidate kapag hindi nagsasalita, hindi raw ako landiin material. So at the end of the day gumawa si nini ng tinder account.

I placed up a pretty interesting bio, I tried to be as specific as possible. Pero nakakatamad pala mag swipe left and right ha, kahit mga pogi naman. So what I did is I registered for tinder gold (this is not a paid ad). It’s so convenient! You boost your profile, then you can see who liked you, then you choose from there, Im pretty much liking the process. But a day into it, pota ampopogi nga ambobobo naman. ‘Hi’ ‘hello’ ‘hey’ at ‘sex?’ lang ang alam, To narrow it down, I unmatched all 1 liners.

Then come Ariel’s message, he brought me to his thought process, on how and why he swiped right. I placed there that I write for this website, given it’s just a dummy profile, people don’t really look up the website if they don’t know it, but this guy even made an account! that’s like 10 points. idk how legit that is, we’ll find out if he reads this. *grins*

After a few wit and banter Friday, we’re down to meeting on a Sunday.

(Hindi talaga ako free ng Sunday. Almost always I’m not free ng weekends, but I told this guy that Sunday is workable. Usually my free day is Friday, kasi yun ang coding day ko, so yun ang knconsider kong rest day.)

I’m a strike while the iron is hot person, if you don’t meet me the first week or month of the first time you got my attention there’s a very slim chance of meeting me to fuck, but im always down to meeting new friends.

Saturday night I went out drinking with friends from my dummy account, actually writers and readers of pse and fss. I got home it was already Sunday morning 4am, I was checking my schedule for day and cancelling our appointments last minute and delegating tasks, so I don’t have to run a lot of errands, but there’s one left no one can absorb.

It’s 5am and I dunno if I should send this message to know if we’re pushing thru to meet, baka kasi magmukha akong control freak or masyadong needy kasi who texts at 5am before a meet up!! But I have to, kesa naman I don’t polish my day. So okay, I sent this message at 5:08 in the morning. Natulog na ako pero I was up by 10, I know, my body clock sucks. He replied 10:58, so we’re now meeting at 1pm!

I wore a black floral midi wrap around dress, a nice panty and of course pads just in case I get so wet para di nakakahiya kasi im just really DTF since I haven’t had one for a while (panty liner para fresh ang pipi kapag kinain), paired with white slip ons. Midi is calf length, prude.

1pm I got a message

Ariel : Okay, so Im here. This place is huge ahaha

Nakapasok siya ng gate even without knowing my building or unit. He says he has a friendly face, so guards tend to trust him. OOOOKAY.

So, nag paandar na ako ng sasakyan kasi tanghaling tapat ang init ng kotse. I saw this filam looking guy, he’s around 5’5ish, , nakashades, grey shirt, light khaki pants, and white shoes. Ang pogi te! Ang lakas ng dating, tipong pang commercial tapos mag aalis ng shades sasabihin sayo “heyy babe!” I brought down my passenger window, tapos tsaka ako bumusina, he knew it was me so he went towards my direction then rode the car. (Later on during the day I found out na he found me as a girl na may angst because of this gesture, though to me it’s just ‘I don’t wanna call him lang with my voice kaya ako bumusina’)

We ran that one errand I had to do which is around an hour away from my home, then grabbed snacks sa Evia.

Ang crazy kasi nagkakasundo kami! Though from the time that I agreed to meet alam kong he’s a nice guy, hindi ko naexpect na may makakausap ako ng ganito, parang kaming magkaibigan na nagkahiwalay ng matagal. We liked the same food, we sort of agree sa mga bagay bagay na we’ve discussed, actually, medyo hesitant pa nga ako to run this errand kasi naisip ko na baka this guy is just in for the sex and my work day could get really boring. Pero hindi eh, which I hope is totoo, from what we’ve bonded in the first 4 hours of meeting, ang saya, he’s genuinely interested with my story, and I am to his. Hindi ko siya pnplastic! (Ive had a few dates na pinplastic ko kasi masyadong full of themselves so as long as im fucked well, im good) Pero with this guy, I don’t even care now how the sex is gonna be, kasi Im just so absorbed with his company! Ang saya!

We ate at Mama Lou’s and had a beer before our pizza, that’s when he told me na un pa lang pala ang first meal of the day niya, he’s so cute while saying he was so nervous before meeting, he couldn’t believe how one person, hiding in a dummy account and the whole concept of it coming into reality. He was fascinated with how I run things.

Uhh, my heart is just filled right now, same as my pad down there, it’s starting to soak.. other than my juices, it’s the beer doing the leak. I’m starting to not feel confident about how I smell or taste down there. I’m waxed, medyo high maintenance and I always have wipes in my sling bag pero of all days I don’t have it with me!! Shet.

We went out of Evia then decided to check in sa Victoria.

We’re checked in a mini suite room, yung may bar table and jacuzzi. We had a cigarette or two. Tangina sex na sex na ako, kaya lang winworry ko yung liner ko, feeling ko hindi na ako fresh down there kasi it’s around 5 hours before I last ‘tasted’ it. Eh uminom pa kasi, I’d love to throw myself at him na kaya lang, I have to check. I went to the bathroom, pero puta walang bidet, I don’t wanna use the shower kasi parang masyado naman akong nagpprepare. Okay bahala na tangina, pareho naman kaming nagbeer kanina so pwede na siguro to, nag alis na lang ako ng liner then I went out.

He was sitting at the edge of the bed then when I passed him, he grabbed me by the waist and told me, “Ive been waiting for you the whole day”.

AYAN

Wala na, laglag na panty ni inday! Tangina. Kangkang me na Kya!

Naupo na rin ako sa kama at nakipaglaplapan.

Pero puta yung isip ko yung lasa ng pekpek ko pa rin yung iniisip eh kasi sigurado ako kakainin ako neto.

Pero sige tuloy na, andito na eh, nagkakahigaan na kami sa kama, hindi namin alam anong mauunang aalisin, sinong mauunang maghuhubad kahit nakabestida naman ako. Ang higpit pala ng pagkakatali ko imbes mapadali ang buhay ko sa wrap around dress na to lalo lang nagkakabuhol buhol puta.

I just focused first into kissing, then as I was starting to get his tempo, he was rubbing his leg to my crotch, pota eto nanaman ako, iniisip ko nanaman yung lasa ng puke ko, tapos hindi ko pa pala siya na warn na I could get to fucking wet na yung pants niya could get pussy juice marks from what he’s doing. So I had to pull away para makapag undress muna kami! Uhh, yung delay is just pumping up my libido! Hindi na makakaulit sakin tong bestidang to!!

Now we’re stipped off, he licked first my navel, (tangina sino bang hindi self conscious sa pusod, bakit walang life circumstance na nagprepare sakin para sa pagkakataon na to!) Yung utak ko pagod na pagod na sa kakaisip, yoko na, di ko na iisiping magpa impress, alam ko mabango ako. Bahala na, hindi ko na uunahin ang kahit ano bago ang libog ko, iyot na!

Now I’m stripped off, off of worries, I’m just to darn focused to get that orgasm right now. Dinilaan niya ako pataas sa kanang suso, kinakagat kagat niya ang utong ko habang nilalapirot naman ang kaliwa. This is the first time that his lips touched my nipples pero kagat agad, ang sakit pero ayaw kong pigilan, ang sakit pero gusto ko, ang sakit, tama na, di ko na kaya. I pushed him a little.

Now he’s stripped off, off of his tension. Nagulat ako kasi ang haba ni manoy, hindi katangkaran si Ariel so I didn’t really expect him to be this long. He didn’t fell short of my expectation, pero who cares about the size, at this point I’m just so down right into this guy no matter how the dick is. Being the nymphomaniac that I am I can make anything work out.

Mula sa pagkakahiga, he’s trying to pull me up, maupo at magromansa, I’m so fluid, I don’t know, I just follow his lead, I’m not usually like this, on the first round I make sure the sex goes my way kasi I have to cum first, I have to satisfy myself first then the rest of the day is yours. But with Ariel, ipinagkakatiwala ko sakanya yung pleasure ko, we haven’t discussed about how we will do it in bed, I don’t know how much he cares about a woman’s orgasm pero okay lang sakin.

And then I was again on my back, he’s going down on me, I opened my legs and just closed my eyes. Wala na akong pakielam kung anong klaseng putanginang puta ang lasa ng pekpek ko 5 hours later after washing and a beer dahil tangina libog na libog na ako, talo talo na.

He was licking around my clitoral hood, tapos sabay dila sa pwerta, hindi ko na alam how he went around pero next thing I know nanginginig na yung kalamnan ko sa hita kasi lalabasan na ako, i dunno how often he encounters a woman na nilalabasan sa oral at nanginginig ang hita kasi I hope alam niyang nilalabasan na ako kasi hindi ako makasalita sa sobrang sarap! Tangina may isang taon ba akong walang kangkang??? Bat ganon!

I pulled him up to kiss to know how I tasted, turns out it’s not so bad as it runs in my head! Pero there’s some sort of panty liner smell which I think is normal? Now that we’re past by that, we’re game on from this point on!